My arm swelled up again Tuesday night. It is worse this time than it has been before. I hurt. I am in constant sever pain now. Baptist ER sent me home with an "I don't know." My surgeon saw me today and doesn't have a clue.
I cried last night. I saw my graduation in May disappear. I know that with this episode I won't graduate. It means missing more school because I am on pain meds to get through the day. I don't know all the answers, which is a new and tough thing for me. I can't grasp that doctors aren't that interested in figuring me out. I can't get admitted where I need to because my doctors don't have the ability to do that. If I go to the ER, they will probably send me home.
This sucks. Period.
